Realization

Until its far too late,
You realize that you lost.
You realize that you comprised your beliefs for what?
A few moments of complete happiness and lust.

You realize you gave them what they wanted,
And got nothing in return.
You realize they won,
And now- you're alone which nothing but regrets

All for what?
A couple of sensual moments.
A couple of heated nights,
Caught up in hormones and fervor.

Was it worth it?
You'd like to say no,
But the memories are telling you yes.
You'd like to deny it, but that'd just be lies

The way they kissed you so gently,
And held you when you were cold.
For a moment they made you think they cared,
For a moment they made you feel on top of the world

But now all their friends know.
They know what you did.
What happened between the two of you,
And you have to deal with it now by yourself.

The realization is eye opening.
But painful and lonesome
You can't tell anyone what you did
For they wouldn't understand-judge you all the same

Until its far too late,
You realize that you lost.
You realize that you comprised your beliefs for what?
A few moments of complete happiness and lust.